(there's gotta be a million things with that title...kinda makes me want to track them down)
I'm supposed to be somewhere else, doing something else. Nobody knows I'm here. Nobody knows what I'm not doing. It's a rare quiet moment to myself, a moment that feels not-quite-naughty, and oh-so-nice. I'm enjoying the silence, and the ability to focus on one thing or let my mind wander, as I please, without the constant peripheral scan that is toddlerhood filling the space. It's just me filling the space, or not filling it. I know that later I'll regret not having used this time more productively, but right now, this is worth it. I so rarely get to be irresponsible anymore.